SCARS 😭😭

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Scars: They are a testament to injury, proof of survival and, at times, as indiscernible as a line etched delicately along the crevice of an eye. Although not all mar the physical appearance, they are all there, emotionally and mentally etched upon the skin like a latticework of fragmented memories and barely-remembered moments.

 

As badges of both honor and dishonor, scars are forever, branded on the heart, and as time continues, we soldier on, somehow stronger.

 It was an earlier morning Wednesday May 4, 2011 inflicted a wound like none other, reaching inside of me and tearing out what was left of my beating heart. It was the day I shattered to a million pieces without a hope in the world to piece it back together.

 

 

                                It was the day I lost my MOTHER!!!😭😭

I’m not sure how one describes the jumble of emotions, the racket of wailings or the enduring isolation that follows when a mother passes. The very fabric of life seems to buckle and cave in from the sheer burden of it all. Sense no longer works as a blanket of indifference that separates you from the raw emotions and delight of life.

 

Losing someone so significant, inspirational and influential is an experience no textbook or novel could begin to teach me to comprehend. Now, as a years without her approaches, I count my moments by breaths and no longer by hours or minutes.

 

It didn't matter if I was in a crowd of people or surrounded by those I had left. I felt a visceral separation and an undercurrent of another seething emotions. Words fail to exhaustively articulate the painful parting of mother and son…. or the knowledge that you’ll never hear her voice again.

 

 

INNA LILLAHI WA INNA ILAYHI RAJIOON AFTER UNCOUNTABLE

DAYS OF MISERABLE AND DEPRESSED I USED TO PRAY HER 5 TIMES A DAY SEEKING THAT ALLAH SWT FORGIVE HER SINS AND SHOWER HIS FORGIVENESS UPON HER AND GRANT HIGHEST LEVEL OF JANNATUL FARDOWSA, AND BEING WITH THE BEST OF CREATION (SAL ALLAHU ALAIHI WA SALAM) FOR ETERNITY TO HER AND ALL FOLLOWED MUSLIMS WHO DIED BEFORE AND AFTER

HER……ALLAHUMA AMEEN INSHA ALLAH.🙏🙏🙏


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